Times are changing

aparently alot of what we take for granted as kids changes the older you get. No big secret I got sick recently unfortunately I just found out today my left ear drum might rupture. So anything I was going to that would involving watching something I can't. I have readjust to being hard of hearing in one year. What makes this annoying to me is I can't hear my tv or my kids. I'm hoping it will improve but there are no guarantees. I have medication to help me though this fustrating time. So I am at least able to work on book related things. I feel like such a failure when life kicks you over. I'm hoping my followers will be understanding in this current situation. I am so sorry.